It's official: my subconscious hates me
My fiance really upset me last night. He said he was considering dumping me and going out with some tall blonde girl.
I probably should mention before I go much further that this was dream-fiance not real fiance. I got very angry (wrong emotion perhaps?) and told him if he did dump me I'd chop his arms off. Nice. Apparently I woke up to berate him during the night (and I remember nothing of this at all) so when I woke at the ungodly hour of 6 and told him I was annoyed with him, he said I had already told him. He also apologised for dream-fiance's behaviour.
I don't like these dreams very much. Last time I had a bad dream, my fiance dumped me for a friend who had grown about 8 inches and just won a downhill ski race. Mind you, at my old job I used to have dreams in which I died. In one vivid one, I was dying in a hospital bed in France and couldn't remember the verb "to die" (mourir, and I've never forgotten it since). Since I've stopped working in that job, and indeed in that area of law, I've stopped dreaming I'm dying. I wish I didn't dream about being ditched, but on balance those dreams are slightly less unsettling than waking up and having the feeling I've risen from the dead.
I probably should mention before I go much further that this was dream-fiance not real fiance. I got very angry (wrong emotion perhaps?) and told him if he did dump me I'd chop his arms off. Nice. Apparently I woke up to berate him during the night (and I remember nothing of this at all) so when I woke at the ungodly hour of 6 and told him I was annoyed with him, he said I had already told him. He also apologised for dream-fiance's behaviour.
I don't like these dreams very much. Last time I had a bad dream, my fiance dumped me for a friend who had grown about 8 inches and just won a downhill ski race. Mind you, at my old job I used to have dreams in which I died. In one vivid one, I was dying in a hospital bed in France and couldn't remember the verb "to die" (mourir, and I've never forgotten it since). Since I've stopped working in that job, and indeed in that area of law, I've stopped dreaming I'm dying. I wish I didn't dream about being ditched, but on balance those dreams are slightly less unsettling than waking up and having the feeling I've risen from the dead.
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